1.26.2004

"Life, friends, is boring." [Berryman, Dream Songs]

Literature starts here.

The idea that the writer - like the jazz musician - intuitively - already "gets" it; & art is an effort to escape that knowledge.

Many are called, but few are chosen.

Is it possible that the best art stems from ambivalence (I love it - it bores me). Only the artist who exhibits both responses escapes the realm of Boring/Being-Bored.

Did you know that "dream songs" is the phrase used by the Ojibwa (of Minnesota) to describe their poetry? Where Berryman ended up, in winter, drinking a lot.

from "Ghost Dance" (chap. 4, Grassblade Light):

         17


A silhouette on the snowbound bridge
or sunlit there in San Francisco.
With a cube of memory we go
toward the grain meadow – strange wedge


from elsewhere creases time now
in the hollow between beats. Pause,
suspension... what was
scrapes (stubborn resin on the bow).


As in the spring mystery dream
what was a morsel of death begins
to thaw. Shapes in the mind's
eye – forms of human frame –


Leonardo in the octagon, or
Minnehaha among the hanging
rocks. You're hypnotizing
together a borrowed Vermont –


guest dancing again – while
my heavy draft of burning lead
(a buried man) dives head-
first toward the ice-real


echo in Kosovo (an evil double
of Melchizedek unveils his
haunted prairie... citadels
of graves, villages of rubble).


I lie in warm air under the cedars.
My body remembers what my heart
forgets. A tiny square of salt
becomes – a black and rocky kingdom.


There's where Abraham relented.
Jesus dreamt his resurrection. Michael
intervened - there, where a bluejay spiral
modulates... into my body. Cedar-scented.


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