Calm evening at the end of April.
Wisdom of the ancients –
unity of changing constants.
A continuum… a synthesis… a will
to find a meaning in the whole;
a portion of instinctive
gratitude – the urge to live
unfolding origami in the soul.
We dwell beneath an aegis of benevolent ideas
like clouds (reflecting sunlight,
bringing rain). & everything
will be all right, my father said – his palm
over my flooding eyes. This the providence
of sparrows & tall kings –
of all those feathered things
that soar so bravely into turbulence.
So then… who’s your imaginary friend,
Henry? That loony Hobo
drifting from his local slough
down to the Gulf of Mexico? Just a bend
in the river? See thou, Hart says
– touches a key, perhaps.
After the world-collapse
he’ll still be burbling his sabbath-sense;
planting a tender middle C
between Ocean & me
where clay & sea
are cleft at last, to rescue Thee
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– the clé to my ecclesia, Julie –
a soft glissando pour l’église
from San Francisco to Louise
(grey Dolphy surfacing beside me).
& if reality is simply a supremely poetic idea
then the Imago of images
is like a seed of peacefulness –
a still point (painted on a bowl in Cahokia)
or that eye-in-hand Hobo held out to me
the wad of river-mud
Rabbi patterns for the blind
saying, Ephphatha… (gently, gently).
Everything has already been redeemed
& an orb rests in Hobo’s eye
with dewfall of memory
& earth-pangs for the not-yet-dreamed.
Everything rising with the soeur-coulombe
the sister-dove, the Jonah-Joan
the twin, O my beloved one
light Rabbi hopping through the gloom
on long feet heading for the nest
on crest of wave
that vertical canoe-nave
pronged at heart of Southern Cross
6 tracks of Black Elk diamond
ghost dance of Rio del
Espiritu sprung up
for you & me out of dis April pond
4.30.20